Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Love's Not a Feeling



Some days, I'm just not feelin' it, Lord
and I can't explain why

I still love you
still trust you
I'm still thankful for all you've done
But I'm just not feelin' it.



Still...

you are God, no matter how I'm feelin'
you are worthy of praise at all times
when I remember that
and when I act on it
and give you the praise you deserve
suddenly... 

I'm feelin' it!





(Copyright© 2015 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)
Photo credits - Lusi on rgbstock (pic 1) and Mokra on rgbstock (pic 2)

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

A Chapel of His Own Making


photo courtesy greyman, rgbstock

A voice on the wind
calls to me,
"Come away, daughter, I am waiting for you."

Here in this chapel
created by your hand, Lord,
I am surrounded 
by your sweet presence.

Alone with you,
my heart is an open door,
inviting you to fill all
the empty spaces.

To sweep clean the residue of past hurts, 
all the confusion,
the doubts and fears
that living in this crazy world
instills.

Leaving behind nothing but
a clean spirit, filled with
your love.

I bask in the glory
of our sweet communion
and will hold on to this moment
until we meet again in this chapel
made by your hands.


(Copyright© 2015 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Thursday, May 28, 2015

I Will Not Stop Until I Find You




You will seek me and find me 
when you seek me 
with all your heart.
Jeremiah 29:13

Longing
aching
searching
seeking

I won't stop reaching
for more of you
until my heart
is satisfied 
in your
Holy Presence 



(Copyright© 2015 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Meeting God on the Mountain Top



Meeting God on the Mountain Top

Lord, I long for the mountain top
where I can meet with you alone

To seek your face, sing your praise
and worship with abandon

To sit in the solitude of your presence
and feel your spirit well up inside of me

To be overwhelmed by the beauty
of your creation

To hear your voice whisper on the wind

Oh, speak to me, Lord,
though I can not go to the mountain top today

Meet me here,
and fill me, now
I pray



(Copyright© 2015 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Spring is on it's Way!



 Spring is on it's way!

February blusters it's last breath
whipping wind and flurries
swirl about
blinding blizzards
make us doubt
that we'll ever see the sun again.

But don't you fret
and don't forget that
Spring is on it's way!

Satan blusters his last breath
whipping up evil and fury
inciting man to
fear and doubt
that God has forgotten us here.

But don't you fret
and don't forget that
Jesus is on His way!


  For in just a very little while, 
"He who is coming will come and will not delay."
Hebrews 3:7



(Copyright© 2015 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Birds of a feather

Artwork use by permission from Graphics Fairy

 If God has given you a handful of friends,
then you've been blessed beyond measure!

I have a friends, who have blessed my life
and given me moments to treasure.

Thank you, Lord, for my friends
one of life's greatest pleasures!


(Copyright© 2015 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

I Will Never Give Up!





Those who live according
to the flesh have their minds set
on what the flesh desires;
but those who live according
to the Spirit have their minds set
on what the Spirit desires.
Romans 8:5


I Will Never Give Up

My head is bowed down
My spirit broken
for I have failed, yet again,
to do the very thing I want to do
and I've done the very thing I
didn't want to do.

The flesh is a demanding
cacophony, ever clamoring
to be satisfied.

I stand firm...for a while,
then cave in a weak moment
that begins a rapid descent 
downward
spiraling
out of
control.

I am ashamed
embarrassed
guilt-ridden
 that once again
I have let you down
let myself down.

The only spark of joy
the only light
is the knowledge
that you still love me

As I kneel before you, now
please forgive me.
Set my feet back on the right path.
Renew my strength and
help me to start again.

Help me to ignore the constant clamor
of my flesh, for things that 
tear me down, rather than build me up.

As I rise, I will go
in the power of your Holy Spirit,
with my mind set on 
what the Spirit desires.

I go...
back into the battle
forgiven
strengthened
and
loved.

I will fight the demands of my flesh
as long as I live and
I will never give up!




(Copyright© 2014 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

I hear a voice



I hear a voice...

He calls to me
and I am drawn
away from the noise
to a quiet place.

He stills my hurried heart
calms my spirit
with inaudible
deep whispers.

He reveals purpose
and truth,
stirring me
to push on...

deeper still
into the
His fathomless love

and when I am 
revived
refreshed
renewed
He sends me out
to fulfill
that for which
He created me.

***

(Copyright© 2012 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)
photo credit: Giampaolo Macorig via photopin cc

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

The Dandelion's Mission




The Dandelion

 Summer's gone
the dandelion has faded
its petals are dried and fragile.

A weed, good for nothing
they say,
but what do they know?

For in that fragile skeleton
abides abundant life.

The Lord, God sends the wind
sometimes a gentle breeze
that nudges a few seeded petals 
from their security...
Sometimes the winds of adversity
that whirl and swirl
stripping the dandelion
sending out seed
on the breath of God.

He carries them on the wind.

What seems to be random
is very deliberate
for He alone knows
where to carry the seeds
to fertile ground.

Your life, like the dandelion
has been more productive
 than you know,
for the seeds you've scattered
have taken root
and grown in the hearts
of those you've touched.

Though our time
seems fleeting
and sometime
purposeless...

Though we've too quickly
lost our bloom
don't dispair
for we have planted seeds
that will be watered
by the Lord
and nourished long after we're gone.

Proudly stands the dandelion
for she knows
that she has been used by God
to spread His love
around the world.

***

(Copyright© 2013 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

 Photo courtesy LifeSupercharger (License)
Original photo altered

Saturday, September 14, 2013

In the arms of Jesus

photo courtesy mokra, rgbstock.com

He threatens and my heart catches in my throat.
God, no!
My mind runs ahead, imagining the scenario.
I am horrified
shaken to the core.
This beautiful boy with so much life to live
He can't mean it!

I mentally snatch him up in my arms
and run, run, run
to lay him in the arms of Jesus.

Please, please, Lord - keep him safe
I don't know if he's serious
or if he's just mad right now,
but I'm scared.

My heart is racing,
tears fill my eyes
an ache wrenches my chest
panic sets in
and then
...
Jesus.

Be still, my child.
I've got this.
I love this boy
more than you could ever know.

He's been        mine since
birth. I have plans for him and I
 will see them  through  to fruition.
Don't believe the lies of the enemy
I will surround this boy with love
with a hedge of protection
because of my great love
and because one day
he will do great 
things for
me.

My heart settles
ceases it's trembling
faith and trust
rush in.
Peace pushes away fear.
I draw a deep, cleansing breath.

Thank you, Lord.
Thank you.
I believe.

***
 "The Lord will keep you from all harm
He will watch over your life;
 the Lord will watch over your coming and going
 both now and forever more."
Psalm 121:7-8


(Copyright© 2013 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Friday, September 6, 2013

Wonder - Awestruck Wonder


photo courtesy Justine Gallien of PYP Portraits, LLC
 I pray - I wait - and I wonder.

I wonder at the knowledge that God hears me
that He loves me and
that He cares about what concerns me.

I wonder how He will answer my prayer
Not if  He will answer,
but how he will answer...and when.

I wonder how He will take the perplexities in my life
and turn them around for my good.

I wonder how He will use these circumstances to mold
me into the image of Christ.

I wonder at the hardships He allows so that I may grow
and comfort others with the comfort
He has given me
through the storms.

I wonder at the blessings He pours out
Unearned, undeserved
undeniably an outpouring of grace.

I look up...in wonder
awestruck wonder
and gaze into the face of
perfect love.

****
"Who among the gods is like you, Lord?
Who is like you— majestic in holiness,
awesome in glory, working wonders?"
Exodus 15:11



(Copyright© 2013 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Birds of a Feather


 (Copyright© 2013 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)
Photo frame courtesy Graphics Fairy http://thegraphicsfairy.com

We sing your praise, All Mighty God We shout name on high Our voices blend together, Lord
in harmony we fly to carry your song throughout the world the message of your love from earth below to skies above May your name be glorified!

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Your Daughters Dance with Joy




 From generation to generation, Lord,
your daughter's dance with joy
Delighting in your love and the beauty
of your creation
You lift our spirits and fill us
with delight
with melody
with unspeakable joy.

You set our feet to dancin' and
we dance for you!


(Copyright© 2013 Jan Christiansen. All rights reserved.)